tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9827902.post115830746047832696..comments2023-05-30T02:16:37.630-07:00Comments on Shallow Thoughts, by Trixie Granny: "We Need to Talk"Trixie Grannyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179422062643805752noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9827902.post-1158874493745206622006-09-21T14:34:00.000-07:002006-09-21T14:34:00.000-07:00Have you doubted everything? Do you still believe ...Have you doubted everything? Do you still believe in Christ? Do you believe that he organized a church? Is it on the earth or not?<BR/><BR/>If he did have a church. If someone gave their heart to it and became a fellow citizen and sister or brother and then turned away from it later...Those that stayed would mourn. <BR/><BR/>Jesus would still want to leave the 99 to seek after that one that had strayed. I'm sure you've felt the awkwardness of that already. <BR/><BR/>Please don't be surprised that people will mourn your decision. They will also not no how to act or respond. Because to me it is hurt. It is betrayel to what we once shared. <BR/><BR/>I heard a person years ago that was visiting from another country say that "he did not get home sick as long as he was around members". There is a common bond and spirit shared. It is undeniable to me. When I was out of town and far away...if I met a member my heart would sing and take comfort. Many have felt that. Did you ever feel that?tomhhhhhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08649953807741894433noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9827902.post-1158369682082612512006-09-15T18:21:00.000-07:002006-09-15T18:21:00.000-07:00Hey, I kind of know how you felt. I was coming hom...Hey, I kind of know how you felt. I was coming home from church one sunday (the last sunday I went to church actually) and I was crying the whole way home. When we got home, my mom cornered me and asked me what was wrong because I just couldn't stop crying. I had to go drop something off for someone, and my mom asked if she could come along (it was a 30 min. drive one way). So I said she could if she wanted to. Well, that was when I told her my feelings on the church. She wasn't too happy about it, but didn't pressure me at all, she just wanted me to contact someone more knowledgable than any of the leaders in our area so that I could talk to someone who would be able to answer my questions appropriately to hopefully alleviate my problems and issues with how the church was run and how I felt about the church in general. I was moving the following Saturday to head back to school for my final year, (I had just been home for four months working). I think I made her very worried about me and nervous because that was the last time I would be living at home and I don't get home to visit much when I'm at school. We didn't really talk about it much after that, and then I moved. She is still waiting to hear about when I make the phonecall to a "higher up authority". However, I don't feel as though I'm prepared to be confronted by someone like that. I am not very emotionally strong right now because it's been a rough realization and very hard for me. It isn't easy when you feel like your whole foundation just crumbled beneath you and your not sure what you feel or believe anymore. I just came across your blog today and read your most recent post. It's kind of comforting to know that I'm not the only one going through it and having a bit of a rough time with it. Thankyou for your post. If you want to reply, my e-mail is: cyndal@cyndal.ca I'm not really a blogger, I just read and comment on other peoples. Thankyou again. Take care.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9827902.post-1158348233435768212006-09-15T12:23:00.000-07:002006-09-15T12:23:00.000-07:00Hang in there, ultimately it's your life to live, ...Hang in there, ultimately it's your life to live, and they should respect that if they truly love you like Christ would. It's hard for Mormon parents to get past the whole celestial glory thing.Sister Mary Lisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00642154849765529070noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9827902.post-1158328754230392212006-09-15T06:59:00.000-07:002006-09-15T06:59:00.000-07:00Oh...almost forgot...I have this wave of trepidati...Oh...almost forgot...I have this wave of trepidation come over me when my wife says..."can we talk".tomhhhhhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08649953807741894433noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9827902.post-1158328633006916162006-09-15T06:57:00.000-07:002006-09-15T06:57:00.000-07:00You've stirred a lot of thoughts and feelings in m...You've stirred a lot of thoughts and feelings in me. Triggered some pain. I wish that I could reason with you. I know that I might not see the whole picture in your situation...but from my own life experience I sure see some things I wish that I could share with you. <BR/><BR/>Your a wonderful person. I wish the best for you. A lot of what you have learned over the years are tried, true, and proven natural law principles. Honoring your parents in one of them. It's true we make our own way. Butit's sad that you can discount and turn from it all. I know that you feel enlightened and justified. You've made your list. <BR/><BR/>I really don't want to turn you off with my "judgements". I'm open to what people go through. I've been through my own "stuff". <BR/><BR/>Thanks for sharing the intimacy of your life with me. Right or wrong...feel kind of close to you.tomhhhhhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08649953807741894433noreply@blogger.com